I’ve realized for the last 3 years of “in a long distance relationship” my life has shifted drastically just like any other peeps who has the same situation as mine.
During those times when it was just me and Sammie, reading books are one of the things I love doing for my “me” time but when I met this guy I have to try and squeeze it in to tiny windows of time.
Well, obviously, being in a long distance relationship you have to maintain the constant communication not only thru messaging but as well as video calling. It feels like I was stuck in a timeline at that time.
Don’t get me wrong I never regret anything I have done for the relationship because the person was important to me and I love. It’s just that I’ve realized I tend to neglect my ownselves which apparently not a good choice.
Now I’ve realized I forget that I’m important too. My “me” time is soo important so I will not feel burn out. And at this stage this is what I badly needed.. to bring back the “me” time that was lost for 3 years. I miss those times that I can just do the things I love to do without hesitation.. without feeling guilty.. without hindrance..
I have this book with me for a year or two and I haven’t start reading it yet up todate. And now that I’m single again I will focus on myself more. Bring back the life I have before.
Feeling alone and sadness may visit me ocassionally but I have to remind myself that it’s common for someone who just broke up. But I need to face it like a warrior, inspite of the wounds and pain and heartache I will be strong to handle it till I’m all healed. I don’t need to rush because time heals all wounds.
As a start, will go back in reading books again!!!